Celia Maldonado has made three appointments to get a COVID-19 vaccine since late March, and she’s canceled each one of them.
“I canceled an appointment just this week,” the 31-year-old second-grade dual Spanish/English language immersion teacher said. “I’ve been feeling super, super anxious about this whole vaccine thing because I feel like there’s no clear answer to my concerns. It’s sort of driving me crazy.”
Maldonado fears what unforeseen long-term side effects there could be to getting vaccinated, especially for pregnant women. Although guidance from the Centers for Disease Control and Prevention indicates there is no evidence that getting vaccinated causes problems with pregnancy – and notes that pregnant people are actually at increased risk for severe illness if they get COVID – Maldonado’s feelings of uncertainty are stopping her from keeping an appointment.
“I just fear that unknown. I know [what] can happen to me if I get COVID. I don’t know exactly what can happen to me from getting this vaccine,” Maldonado said. “I’m not saying I don’t want to get it ever, I’m just saying I would prefer to wait until there’s more data.”
Maldonado’s concerns predate the CDC and the U.S. Food and Drug Administration’s temporary recommendation to pause administration of the Johnson & Johnson vaccine, she said. And as a Latina, female, registered Democrat, she doesn’t fall into the categories typically associated with vaccine hesitancy, she said.
“I was listening to NPR the other day, and there was a report of, the people who are not vaccinated are right-wing, evangelicals, and this and this and that, and of course they put Latino people in there. And I’m like, well, that is the group of people I’m in,” said Maldonado. “But I’m not by any means, a Trumpist. I am a liberal. I feel like I should be on the side of getting a vaccine, but I’m just not.”
Maldonado, who lives in Fresno, is one of thousands who have not been vaccinated in that county, either because of hesitancy, barriers to access or some other reason. And now in response to the low demand, Fresno County’s Department of Public Health is diverting a portion of their allocated vaccines elsewhere, after local health officials were concerned the coveted doses they had once fought tooth and nail for would suddenly go to waste.

