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"content": "\u003cp>When I was twelve years old, I’d ride BART each week to \u003ca href=\"https://mccatheater.com/\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Alice Arts Center\u003c/a> in Oakland to attend hip-hop dance class. There, one of the first dance routines I learned was set to DMX’s “\u003ca href=\"https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ThlhSnRk21E\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Ruff Ryders Anthem\u003c/a>.” \u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Can you imagine a room full of pre-teen Black girls, giving their heart and soul to movement, while DMX’s voice rings out with passion over Swizz Beatz’s siren-like production? To this day, it’s one of the most exhilarating dance performances I’ve ever done. We didn’t really know what the song was about, but we felt the urgency in DMX’s voice, and it made us feel alive. Like we could dance forever.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>[aside postID='arts_13895484']This was around 1998. I was in junior high school. I was confused and curious about life, often lonely, and unsure of who or what I wanted to be. Music, books, poetry, and dancing spoke to me in ways that I didn’t quite understand. They just made me feel alive. DMX’s music was playing at the first house party I attended in Hayward, as my female friends grinded against boys, sweat slipped off arms, and daisy duke shorts and jersey tops clung to bodies. “Party Up” blasted from the speakers and we \u003ca href=\"https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=thIVtEOtlWM\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">lost our minds\u003c/a>, literally, on the dance floor.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>In junior high and high school, we were all trying to make sense of new feelings, new changes in our bodies, and DMX’s music was a welcome exploration of the warring sides of humanity—the striving for a better way, the fun fearlessness, the demons that haunt our movement, and the pain that \u003ca href=\"https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=arJy3T65l6A\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">propels us to flight\u003c/a>. Surely, at our young ages, we hadn’t experienced the extreme highs and lows that DMX did, but we were pulled into his honest, emotional delivery, and felt it deeply. At a time when I was coming into my own understanding of being an artist, to be a witness to his artistry was a gift. \u003c/p>\n\u003cp>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4AognXgM9FQ\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>[ad fullwidth]\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>DMX gave us vivid stories about lives we didn’t live, and became the rapper we all had a crush on. I remember listening to “\u003ca href=\"https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_NvVyjHUwaU\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">How’s It Goin Down\u003c/a>” as a teenager and being swept into a world of lost love. This song unfolded like a movie to me, right down to the specific description: “Coming through, like I do, you know, getting my bark on / Knew she was a thug ‘cause when I met her she had a scarf on / 54-11, size 7 in girls / Babyface, would look like she was 11 with curls / Girlfriend (what!) remember me, from way back, I’m the same cat / With the wave cap, the motherfucker that TNT used to blaze at.” I was \u003cem>sad\u003c/em> that DMX and this woman couldn’t be together. Faith Evans’ soft vocals during the chorus made this sense of yearning palpable and real. \u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Through his music, DMX made it okay to own our emotions, to wrestle with them, to feel, and to heal, openly, without fear of shame or judgement. He was vulnerable in a way that we were taught not to be, and that’s where he connected with so many. I saw my black and brown classmates fighting to hold back tears after being clowned and dissed, after losing or winning physical fights, or coming to school after traumatic home experiences in pain, only to feign happiness, to smile as if things were okay. Black boys were encouraged to adopt a tough masculine persona that erased the texture of their emotions, and the toxicity of that kind of existence only damaged their lives further, as they adopted troubling patterns of exerting dominance over others in unhealthy ways.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Ww-TQUeA3E\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>But something in DMX’s music—in his own admissions of pain, trauma, flaws, and joy; in the way he played with pitch and tone in his vocal delivery, the way his voice could go from a low rasp to a heightened hymn; in the way he could carry a whole song—gave us another way to see the complexities and contradictions of life. On “\u003ca href=\"https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Ww-TQUeA3E\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">Slippin’\u003c/a>,” when he rapped “Damn, was it my fault, somethin’ I did / To make a father leave his first kid at 7 doin’ my first bid?,” I felt the pain of his abandonment, but also a sense of unyielding hope.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>DMX often \u003ca href=\"https://www.nytimes.com/2012/02/25/arts/music/the-rapper-dmx-performs-at-sobs.html\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">prayed onstage\u003c/a>, and when he cried onstage during a prayer, it radiated strength and a kind of transparent, elevated spirituality that most hadn’t achieved yet. He was not interested in hiding, or showing only parts of himself. He was a whole, complete person and artist and this is how we remember him. \u003c/p>\n\u003cp>DMX expanded the emotional depth of his art form. As artists, may we all strive to do the same.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2017/03/Q.Logo_.Break_-400x39.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"400\" height=\"39\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-12904247\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2017/03/Q.Logo_.Break_-400x39.jpg 400w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2017/03/Q.Logo_.Break_-400x39-160x16.jpg 160w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2017/03/Q.Logo_.Break_-400x39-240x23.jpg 240w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2017/03/Q.Logo_.Break_-400x39-375x37.jpg 375w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\">\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cem>Nijla Mu’min is an award-winning writer and filmmaker raised in Oakland. Her feature film ‘Jinn’ premiered in 2018, and she has since directed episodes of ‘Insecure’ and ‘Queen Sugar’ for television. Learn more \u003ca href=\"https://www.nijlamumin.com/about\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\" target=\"_blank\">here\u003c/a>. \u003c/em>\u003c/p>\n\n",
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"content": "\u003cp>\u003ca href=\"https://www.tiktok.com/@siennamae\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Sienna Mae Gomez\u003c/a> is a confident, fun-loving 17-year-old girl who has, in the space of a single year, amassed 15 million followers on TikTok. Gomez’s videos—which show her dancing, goofing around, and generally living her best life—inspired a profile earlier this year in \u003ca href=\"https://www.nylon.com/beauty/sienna-mae-gomez-on-viral-tiktok-fame-body-positivity-and-her-first-big-beauty-deal\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">\u003cem>Nylon\u003c/em>\u003c/a>, which described her as “a cool girl confidently show[ing] off her regular body,” and praised for her “positive body image.” That description was born from the fact that Gomez regularly \u003ca href=\"https://www.tiktok.com/@siennamae/video/6938861360998599942?is_copy_url=1&is_from_webapp=v2\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">preaches “self-love,”\u003c/a> enthusiastically \u003ca href=\"https://www.tiktok.com/@siennamae/video/6934189925612981510?is_copy_url=1&is_from_webapp=v2\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">eats food on camera\u003c/a>, and dances in bikinis unselfconsciously.\u003c/p>\n\u003cblockquote class=\"tiktok-embed\" style=\"max-width: 605px;min-width: 325px\" cite=\"https://www.tiktok.com/@siennamae/video/6942616617280883974\" data-video-id=\"6942616617280883974\">\n\u003csection>\u003ca title=\"@siennamae\" href=\"https://www.tiktok.com/@siennamae\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">@siennamae\u003c/a>quarantine 2020 vibes\u003ca title=\"♬ lady gaga saying that ppl can do hard things - umru\" href=\"https://www.tiktok.com/music/lady-gaga-saying-that-ppl-can-do-hard-things-6926901814931606277\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">♬ lady gaga saying that ppl can do hard things – umru\u003c/a>\u003c/section>\n\u003c/blockquote>\n\u003cp>[tiktok]\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Last week, Gomez posted a clip titled “bloating.” In it, she side-profiled her concave stomach expanding to a merely flat one after apparently eating five tacos.\u003c/p>\n\u003cblockquote class=\"tiktok-embed\" style=\"max-width: 605px;min-width: 325px\" cite=\"https://www.tiktok.com/@siennamae/video/6947461951664540934\" data-video-id=\"6947461951664540934\">\n\u003csection>\u003ca title=\"@siennamae\" href=\"https://www.tiktok.com/@siennamae\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">@siennamae\u003c/a>bloating😁😁\u003ca title=\"♬ Exclamation mark - Soul\" href=\"https://www.tiktok.com/music/Exclamation-mark-6940429731603041030\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">♬ Exclamation mark – Soul\u003c/a>\u003c/section>\n\u003c/blockquote>\n\u003cp>[tiktok]\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>The criticism from fans about the clip prompted her to make \u003ca href=\"https://www.tiktok.com/@siennamae/video/6947490119070797062?is_copy_url=1&is_from_webapp=v2\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">another video\u003c/a> almost immediately. In it, she captioned a message from a TikTok user who told Gomez that, despite her oft-repeated body positive stance, her slender physique just made bigger girls watching “feel worse.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>[ad fullwidth]\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>“I never claimed to be the face of body positivity,” Gomez says in the clip. “I never claimed to be in a specific group or representing a specific group of people. My account has always been, and will always be, purely just me feeling confident and hoping that that can inspire others … I’ve always put the message out there that any body type is beautiful. 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But Gomez has also been benefiting—through no fault of her own—from a mainstream culture that has, for years, co-opted the ideas of “body positivity” without actually celebrating fat bodies.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Examples, unrelated to either Gomez or TikTok, are not hard to come by.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>In 2016, \u003cem>Glamour\u003c/em> magazine added Amy Schumer to the cover of its plus size issue, despite the fact that she was a size 6-8 at the time. (It was left to \u003ca href=\"https://www.instagram.com/p/BD0sVf9KUCy/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Schumer herself to point out on Instagram\u003c/a> that presenting her body as plus size was damaging to young women.)\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>In 2018, Everlane prominently used an \u003ca href=\"https://twitter.com/Everlane/status/1079791787424665600/photo/1\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">extra-curvy model\u003c/a> named Chloé Vero in the ad campaign for its underwear launch—only to cap the largest size at XL. 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(“NO NORM IS THE NEW NORM,” the cover lied.)\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-13895242 aligncenter\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2021/04/screen-shot-2017-02-09-at-9-50-24-am-1486654943.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"480\" height=\"599\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/04/screen-shot-2017-02-09-at-9-50-24-am-1486654943.png 480w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/04/screen-shot-2017-02-09-at-9-50-24-am-1486654943-160x200.png 160w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 480px) 100vw, 480px\">\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>In January, \u003cem>E!\u003c/em>, \u003cem>Glamour\u003c/em>, \u003cem>Yahoo\u003c/em>, \u003cem>Seventeen\u003c/em>, \u003ca href=\"https://www.usmagazine.com/celebrity-body/news/khloe-kardashian-shows-off-stretch-marks-in-bikini-photo/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">\u003cem>US Weekly\u003c/em>\u003c/a> and a variety of other outlets all carried stories about the fact that Khloe Kardashian had “proudly” shown off her stretch marks in an Instagram post. The headlines suggested this was a relatable moment, an occasion to celebrate women’s imperfections. \u003cem>US Weekly\u003c/em> began its article on the subject with the words: “The real her.” Despite all that hype, Kardashian’s image bore little resemblance to anything most women could relate to.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>https://www.instagram.com/p/CKrfAC7BSLg/\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Coincidentally, just as Sienna Mae Gomez was reckoning with her place in the skewed world of mainstream body positivity, Lena Dunham was \u003ca href=\"https://www.nytimes.com/2021/04/05/style/lena-dunham-body-positivity-11-honore-spanx.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">breaking down the movement for the \u003cem>New York Times\u003c/em>\u003c/a>. In an interview to promote her new plus size collaboration with 11 Honoré over the weekend, Dunham described the narrow parameters of the bodies deemed appropriate for mainstream celebration.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>She told the newspaper:\u003c/p>\n\u003cblockquote>\u003cp>The thing that’s complicated about the body positive movement, is it can be for the privileged few who have a body that looks the way people want to feel positive. We want curvy bodies that look like Kim Kardashian has been up-sized slightly. We want big beautiful butts and big beautiful breasts and no cellulite and faces that look like you could smack them on to thin women.\u003c/p>\u003c/blockquote>\n\u003cp>A quick glance at \u003cem>Cosmopolitan\u003c/em>‘s 2021 list of “\u003ca href=\"https://www.cosmopolitan.com/uk/fashion/a49364/curvy-plus-size-model-instagram/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Best Plus Size Models and Accounts to Follow\u003c/a>” perfectly illustrates Dunham’s point. While, unlike Gomez, the women featured \u003cem>are\u003c/em> size 12 or over, they almost exclusively fit the very specific type that Dunham describes.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>The list includes \u003ca href=\"https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzg4bf9gkq7/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Ashley Graham\u003c/a>, \u003ca href=\"https://www.instagram.com/p/CMctG1hsZqu/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Sonny Turner\u003c/a>, and \u003ca href=\"https://www.instagram.com/p/CFadljPJweI/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Jada Sezer\u003c/a>. (Thankfully, it also includes \u003ca href=\"https://www.instagram.com/p/CJAEkEin3SI/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Tess Holiday\u003c/a>, a glaring exception to the rule.)\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzg4bf9gkq7/\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Of course, in more niche, fat positive circles on the internet, you will find rounder bellies, less symmetrical waistlines and a much broader idea of what it means to be big and beautiful. But the struggle to get America on board with actual, real-life, plus size bodies has been ongoing for years.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>While filming \u003cem>Girls\u003c/em>—a show in which she often appeared naked and unposed—Dunham was bombarded with criticism about her body, and told by countless internet trolls to cover up. As such, she has given a lot of thought as to why the world is more comfortable hearing about body positivity from women with smaller bodies than hers. [aside postid='arts_13880699']\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>“I have a big stomach, I always have,” she \u003ca href=\"https://www.nytimes.com/2021/04/05/style/lena-dunham-body-positivity-11-honore-spanx.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">told\u003c/a> the \u003cem>New York Times\u003c/em>. “That’s where I gain my weight … and that’s not where anybody wants to see flesh … The amount of people who have written to me on my page: ‘You’re promoting obesity. Don’t you understand you’re killing yourself? Are you stupid? Why are you doing that?'” She continued: “If a thin girl wears sweatpants, it’s kind of cute—like, ‘I’m having a rough day!’ But for a chubby girl, it’s ‘You’ve made a lifestyle choice to give up.’”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Truthfully, Gomez and Dunham represent two sides of the same coin. Both became famous as very young women. 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"content": "\u003cp>Yesterday, \u003cem>Vanity Fair\u003c/em> published \u003ca href=\"https://www.vanityfair.com/style/2021/04/joyce-maynard-on-chilling-parallels-woody-allen-and-jd-salinger\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">a compelling essay\u003c/a> by prolific author \u003ca href=\"https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joyce_Maynard\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Joyce Maynard\u003c/a>. In it, she drew a parallel between Woody Allen and J.D. Salinger, saying both men harbored obsessions with very young women. Maynard was inspired to write the piece after watching recent HBO documentary series, \u003ca href=\"https://www.kqed.org/arts/13892800/allen-v-farrow-is-the-most-damning-indictment-of-woody-allen-yet\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">\u003cem>Allen v. Farrow\u003c/em>\u003c/a>. But her motivation was born from the fact that, when she was a teenager, she had a relationship with the then-53-year-old Salinger.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Maynard wrote:\u003c/p>\n\u003cblockquote>\u003cp>A few months past my 18th birthday, J.D. Salinger wrote me a series of letters that led me to believe he loved me as no one else ever had … He told me I was brilliant and perfect, his soul mate and that we would live our days out together … I withdrew from college … walked away from a full scholarship at Yale, a writing job in New York City, the book tour for my first published work … He sent me away less than a year later with words of contempt and disdain … [It] left me in a state of profound shame that endured for decades.\u003c/p>\u003c/blockquote>\n\u003cp>Like so many Woody Allen fans who felt awakened by \u003cem>Allen v. Farrow\u003c/em>, I saw Salinger in a completely new light after reading Maynard’s essay. Until yesterday, I had been entirely in the dark about his life-long pursuit of, and dalliances with, teen girls. Which is incredibly embarrassing to admit, particularly as someone who has read “For Esmé—With Love and Squalor”—a story in which an army sergeant obsesses over a young teenage girl.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Maynard continues:\u003c/p>\n\u003cblockquote>\u003cp>Over the years that followed, I heard from well over a dozen women who had a similar set of treasured letters from Salinger in their possession, written to them when they were teenagers. It appeared that in the case of one girl, Salinger was writing letters to her while I sat in the next room believing he was my soul mate and partner for life.\u003c/p>\u003c/blockquote>\n\u003cp>After reading Maynard’s\u003cem> Vanity Fair\u003c/em> article—titled, incidentally, “‘Predatory Men With a Taste for Teenagers’ Joyce Maynard on the Chilling Parallels Between Woody Allen and J.D. Salinger”—the proverbial floodgates opened. I realized that information about Salinger’s predilections had been in plain sight for years, and not hiding even a little.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>[ad fullwidth]\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>A quick internet search revealed to me that \u003ca href=\"https://www.theguardian.com/books/2018/sep/06/jd-salinger-teenage-lover-challenges-her-predator-reputation-joyce-maynard\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">\u003cem>the Guardian\u003c/em> had written\u003c/a> about Maynard and Salinger’s destructive relationship in 2018. Maynard had also \u003ca href=\"https://www.nytimes.com/2013/09/15/opinion/sunday/was-salinger-too-pure-for-this-world.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">written about it\u003c/a> in \u003cem>The New York Times\u003c/em> in 2013. \u003ca href=\"https://www.salon.com/2010/02/09/jd_salinger_and_the_women/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">\u003cem>Salon\u003c/em> wrote about it\u003c/a> in 2010, right after Salinger died. As did a pre-fame Lena Dunham, on Twitter!\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>https://twitter.com/lenadunham/status/8336385963\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>In fact, Maynard has been talking about the emotional and mental damage wrought by J.D. Salinger’s pursuit of her since she first revealed details of the affair in her 1998 memoir, \u003cem>At Home in the World\u003c/em>. In a \u003ca href=\"https://www.huffpost.com/entry/emat-home-in-the-worldem_b_441253\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">2010 review\u003c/a>, \u003cem>Huffington Post\u003c/em> relayed that the J.D. Salinger described in Maynard’s book was, “pompous, astoundingly unfeeling, deceptive and defiantly hypocritical.” [aside postid='arts_13892800']\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>The memoir also details abusive and coercive behavior by Salinger, including restricting Maynard’s diet to such a degree that her periods stopped. And while \u003cem>At Home in the World\u003c/em> reveals that their relationship was never fully consummated—because Maynard was too fearful of losing her virginity—there is at least one description of her orally servicing Salinger while openly weeping.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Before the book had even come out, a 1998 \u003ca href=\"https://nymag.com/nymetro/arts/features/2162/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">\u003cem>New York\u003c/em> magazine article\u003c/a> detailed Salinger’s habit, at the age of 34, of “entertaining teenagers who attended the local high school. In particular, he often escorted teenage girls to school dances and sporting events.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>I’ve never been in the habit of researching the spouses of writers, but Salinger’s relationship history—now that I actively look for it—is one giant alarm bell. When he was 30, Salinger met and formed an attachment to 14-year-old Jean Miller. The two exchanged letters throughout her teens, apparently despite the objections of her mother. When she finally slept with him, at the age of 20, he immediately ditched her. When he was 36, he married 21-year-old Claire Douglas. When he was 69, he married 21-year-old Colleen O’Neill.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>So why didn’t I hear about all this sooner? Perhaps if I was active in literary circles, I would have known this whole time. Perhaps selective deafness was somehow at play because I spent so many of my teen years enthralled by Salinger’s work. Perhaps, after he died, I was too busy reading romantic eulogies about his brilliant, reclusive self to hear anything that his critics were saying about him. [aside postid='arts_13894392']\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>After \u003cem>At Home in the World\u003c/em> came out, Maynard was roundly criticized by both Salinger fans and the press at large for the details she shared about him. (In fact, she battled the same vitriolic public disdain that Mia Farrow had endured just six years earlier, during her divorce from Woody Allen.) In her \u003cem>Vanity Fair\u003c/em> essay, Maynard recalls being called a “\u003ca href=\"https://www.nytimes.com/1999/05/19/opinion/liberties-leech-women-in-love.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">predator\u003c/a>” in \u003cem>The \u003c/em>\u003cem>New York Times \u003c/em>and “\u003ca href=\"https://www.washingtonpost.com/archive/lifestyle/1998/08/24/avert-your-eyes-but-read-this-first/a83298f7-c63d-49e3-94d5-be60a479daa6/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">indescribably stupid\u003c/a>” in \u003cem>The\u003c/em> \u003cem>Washington Post. \u003c/em>By the time Maynard sold her letters from Salinger in a Sotheby’s auction for $156,000, even \u003cem>Entertainment Weekly\u003c/em> was calling her “\u003ca href=\"https://ew.com/article/1999/06/25/joyce-maynard-sells-jd-salingers-letters-156000/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">a self-absorbed blab-it-all\u003c/a>.” Perhaps it was criticisms like these that formed a firm barrier between me and the truth about the J.D. Salinger. Or maybe I just looked the other way because I didn’t want to hear it. Frankly, I don’t even know at this point.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Last week, I wrote about the cruelty of \u003ca href=\"https://www.kqed.org/arts/13894392/hbos-tina-raises-questions-about-how-we-treat-famous-survivors-of-abuse\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">making Tina Turner repeat\u003c/a> the details of her abuse over and over again for the sake of public education (and entertainment). But if Maynard hadn’t repeated herself over and over \u003cem>and over\u003c/em> again for the last 23 years—if she hadn’t continued being the much scoffed at “blab-it-all”—I, and other readers, likely would never have heard her at all.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>[ad floatright]\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>It takes an enormous amount of strength and will for anyone to share details of their own abuse. But when those details concern a person who is more famous and more beloved and more respected than you, then the uphill battle requires an unbelievable reserve of tenacity. Maynard should not have had to spend literal decades battling to be heard over all that other noise. No survivor should. But I for one am grateful that she did. Shamefully, it took this long for her to get through to me.\u003c/p>\n\n",
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"content": "\u003cp>\u003cem>This story originally appeared on KQED’s \u003ca href=\"https://www.kqed.org/californiareportmagazine\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">The California Report Magazine\u003c/a>.\u003c/em>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>[dropcap]I[/dropcap] work in Los Angeles’ Koreatown with \u003ca href=\"https://genbygen.org/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">high school journalists\u003c/a> who document oral histories in our neighborhood—especially from our elders, who are often overlooked and unregarded.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>When we started this storytelling program last March, we captured our community’s experiences with the pandemic. We brought toilet paper and kimchi to residents who were isolated and stuck at home. 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"content": "\u003cp>\u003cem>\u003cstrong>Content warning:\u003c/strong> This story contains graphic depictions of sexual harassment, racism and violence.\u003c/em>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>At last, a reckoning with what it’s like to be an Asian American woman has come. It took eight people—six of them Asian women—murdered by a white, male shooter in Atlanta for the rest of America to understand that the hyper-sexualization of Asian American women’s bodies leads to death.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Anti-Asian hate crimes are on the rise.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>The organization Stop AAPI Hate \u003ca href=\"https://a1w.90d.myftpupload.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/03/210312-Stop-AAPI-Hate-National-Report-.pdf\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">counted 3,795 hate incidents\u003c/a> from all 50 states and Washington D.C. from March 2020 to February 2021. Verbal harassment make up 68% of them, while physical assault constitutes 11%. Women are 2.3 times more likely to report these kinds of attacks than men. An even more disturbing statistic is that Asian women are the \u003ca href=\"https://www.ilo.org/global/topics/forced-labour/policy-areas/statistics/lang--en/index.htm\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">most trafficked group worldwide\u003c/a>.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>The fetishization of Asian American women is nothing new. The media’s portrayal of Asian women as subservient and/or deviant—in other words, sexual beings created for other people’s erotic fantasies—has clearly been harmful to society at large. Historically, pop culture has only amplified these objectifying stereotypes. From \u003ca href=\"https://nextshark.com/jasmin-brown-asian-nail-salon/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">cheap nail salon jokes\u003c/a> to full mockery \u003ca href=\"https://www.newyorker.com/culture/culture-desk/nice-work-amy-schumer\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">reducing Asian women to their genitalia\u003c/a>, Asian American women have been historically used as punchlines.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>[ad fullwidth]\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Prior to writing this article, I \u003ca href=\"https://twitter.com/SosyalGal/status/1372300721803067393?s=20\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">tweeted an invitation\u003c/a> for Asian American women to tell me their stories of objectification and harassment, and what came after was a deluge of fierce voices, absolutely defying the subservient stereotypes that have been cast over them. 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They recalled too many sexually degrading comments to count (“You look like a pornstar I know,” “You’re my first Asian,” “Your body is so tempting,” “Speak Asian to me while we have sex,” “I’d like to eat some Chinese takeout tonight,” “I’d like to catch Yellow Fever”). 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They recalled too many sexually degrading comments to count (“You look like a pornstar I know,” “You’re my first Asian,” “Your body is so tempting,” “Speak Asian to me while we have sex,” “I’d like to eat some Chinese takeout tonight,” “I’d like to catch Yellow Fever”). 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Stories that hit close to home for me. A stalking incident so horrible the woman still remembers the sound of her stalker’s footsteps. Others described dodging certain neighborhoods and businesses out of fear for their safety. And even in their workplaces, the sexualization followed them.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>A woman shared with KQED, “At an office job I had, the CEO accidentally copied me on an email he sent his friends with the subject line ‘Happy Friday.’ Over a dozen photos of naked Asian women in the body of the email. At 20, I didn’t speak up like I should have. I was too scared of losing my job and income, good health insurance, a job that was flexible with my work schedule, was afraid no one would believe me. 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"content": "\u003cp>To save us all some time, I’m going to start this by being blunt. A lot of my friends are dead. Romantic partners, roommates, high school friends, college friends, music scene friends, co-workers—too many to mention by name here. I can tell you that the youngest was 15 and the oldest was 47. And that there have been cancers, vehicular collisions, strokes, suicides, freak accidents, substance abuse, mental health problems, and one random act of violence.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>It doesn’t get easier, but you do get less surprised the more that it happens.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>I get the sense that more people understand that now than maybe did a year ago. Because in that time, of course, well over half a million American lives were lost to COVID-19. That’s too many to even comprehend, but calculations say a third of the country’s population lost someone. And I believe it. Because in the last 12 months—for the first time in my entire life—it has felt like the whole world stepped through the curtain and joined me in the waiting room.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Mourning one death while cautiously anticipating the next is not, as my mother has been fond of reminding me for years, “normal.” But we’re all in here now. In one way or another. [aside postid='news_11859088']\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>The thing with grief is that it does things to you that no one ever warns you about. Yes, grief is random and different each time, depending on who you are and who you’ve lost. But there are also a few things I wish I’d known earlier—the stuff that nobody wants to tell you because it probably sounds too harsh. But I do believe that knowing these things helps you move through grief better prepared, and stronger for it. And, as we ease out of this pandemic and start the business of all of this painful processing, we need all the help we can get. So I wanted to share some things I have learned the hard way (i.e. by doing it wrong).\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>[ad fullwidth]\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>[Please note that the following is based purely on personal experience and may not be applicable to everyone. I am not a mental health professional; I’m just a journalist who’s done this a lot.]\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cstrong>1. Ignore the Concept of Finite Stages of Grief\u003c/strong>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>One of the biggest mistakes I ever made, grief-wise, was to assume that the \u003ca href=\"https://www.verywellmind.com/five-stages-of-grief-4175361\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">five\u003c/a> stages (or \u003ca href=\"https://www.healthline.com/health/stages-of-grief\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">seven\u003c/a>—depends who you ask) would just happen over time, in due process, and then I’d go back to normal. That is not what happens. Grief is not orderly. Worse, the idea of finite stages implies an end point to grieving. Trust me when I say you won’t necessarily get to an end point. Sometimes grief stays with you forever. It is far better to prepare for that eventuality than to assume it will all cease to hurt once you’ve ticked your way down the list.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cstrong>2. Be Prepared For Loopy Thoughts\u003c/strong>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003ca href=\"https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/7815.The_Year_of_Magical_Thinking\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Joan Didion’s \u003cem>The Year of Magical Thinking\u003c/em>\u003c/a> was the first account of grief I ever read in which the writer unabashedly acknowledged the bizarre trips your brain takes you on after someone you love dies. And I cannot describe the relief of knowing I was not on my own. To give you a good example from the book, two months after her husband’s sudden death, Didion details packing up his clothing to give away. She has been encouraged to do this by various loved ones so is trying her best to get on with it.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Didion writes:\u003c/p>\n\u003cblockquote>\u003cp>I was not yet prepared to address the suits and shirts and jackets but I thought I could handle what remained of the shoes, a start.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>I stopped at the door to the room.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>I could not give away the rest of his shoes.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>I stood there for a moment, then realized why: he would need shoes if he was to return.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>The recognition of this thought by no means eradicated the thought.\u003c/p>\u003c/blockquote>\n\u003cp>This is actually normal.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cstrong>3. Time Doesn’t Heal All Wounds\u003c/strong>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>I’m really sorry about this one. I am. But I strongly suspect that “time heals all wounds” is a lie someone made up to stop someone else from crying. Hoping time alone is going to heal your grief is like assuming a severed finger is going to grow back just because you want it to.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Back in 2013, my husband died suddenly. It is, far and away, the single worst thing that has ever happened to me. But because I was under the impression that time was an almighty healer back then, I thought all I had to do was white knuckle it for long enough and the agony would dissipate. It didn’t. And when it still hadn’t gone away three years later, in my confused, exhausted state, I convinced myself that my “grief energy” had worked its way into my home and was preventing me from healing. (See: No. 2.) I responded to this suspicion by cutting off all my hair, giving away all my furniture, and moving to Texas.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>I recognize now that I was having a very organized, very quiet, very geographically ambitious breakdown. But that’s what relying too heavily on time fixing stuff gets you.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cstrong>4. You Can’t Go Back\u003c/strong>[aside postid='pop_105551']\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>It took me an embarrassingly long time to figure this out, but getting over a death is not about getting back to who you were and how you felt before the loss. That, unfortunately, is impossible. Death leaves slashes across your life, dividing it into ‘before’ and ‘after’ segments. As such, you have to learn how to treasure the before without hanging onto it too tightly—doing so will stop you from moving forward into the after. It takes a while to get to grips with this one, but knowing you eventually have to might help you get there quicker.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cstrong>5. Everything Doesn’t Happen For a Reason\u003c/strong>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>When you are in mourning, a lot of people will tell you everything happens for a reason. These people are well-meaning, but absolutely infuriating. Sometimes terrible things just happen and are impossible to make sense of. Please don’t waste your energy on trying to find meaning where there is none. Focus instead on the healing you’ve got to do—it’s time much better spent.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cstrong>6. Your Body Might Feel Permanently Different\u003c/strong>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Deep grief for a lot of people feels a lot like being hollowed out and weighed down simultaneously. At the start, that extra weight you feel is unwieldy and exhausting and it can drag you down to the point of depressed immobility. You think you’ll never be able to carry it on your own. And there’s a good chance that your friends and family \u003cem>are\u003c/em> going to need to help you shoulder that burden. After a while though, you do figure out how to carry the weight on your own. And after a long time, you’ll have entire days and weeks where you don’t even notice it. After an accident or an operation, there is a period of figuring out how to function in your new body. Sometimes grief necessitates a form of physical recovery as well.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cstrong>7. Don’t Forget to Cry When You Want To\u003c/strong>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>It sounds so basic, I know. But culturally, we are not in a place where we can all just burst into tears whenever we feel like it—even in a pandemic. And holding it in is legit bad for you.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>In the first half of 2020, I lost two friends in three days, and then my dog died. In the second half of 2020, I was suddenly afflicted with severe and chronic back pain that massage, physiotherapy and acupressure all failed to fix. The thing that rid me of it in the end? Energy work that was performed by a concerned friend \u003cem>over the phone\u003c/em>. (I didn’t even know such a thing existed.) The many distractions and stresses of 2020 meant I had not been crying enough. My body needed me to stop and let it happen, and it physically hurt me until I finally did.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cstrong>8. 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I have mourned with and without a therapist—and \u003cem>with\u003c/em> is definitely better. Last summer, KQED’s Nastia Voynovskaya, compiled a list of \u003ca href=\"https://www.kqed.org/arts/13881725/where-to-find-affordable-culturally-competent-therapy-in-bay-area-and-beyond\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">affordable, sliding scale and culturally competent therapy\u003c/a> options in the Bay Area. If you can access any of these resources, you will more than likely benefit. And if you are unable to, please seek advice elsewhere. I recommend utilizing grief podcasts, Facebook grief pages and local help groups. Because knowing you’re not on your own is half the battle. And after the last 12 months? Well, you are definitely not alone.\u003c/p>\n\n",
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"content": "\u003cp>Over the past 48 hours, an emotional outpouring has flooded Twitter, the likes of which has not been seen since the international \u003ca href=\"https://time.com/time-person-of-the-year-2017-silence-breakers/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">#MeToo uprising\u003c/a> of 2017.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>This week, British women have once again been sharing stories about assault, harassment and the ever-present fear that comes with moving through public spaces. And they’re doing it because of \u003ca href=\"https://www.npr.org/2021/03/11/976092455/disappearance-of-london-woman-walking-home-alone-sparks-grief-and-anger-across-u\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Sarah Everard\u003c/a>—a 33-year-old woman who disappeared while walking home in South London on March 3. 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Most heart-wrenching was watching Meghan recall “begging” her extended family for mental health assistance and being denied, despite feeling suicidal in a manner that was “very clear and real and frightening.” Then there was Harry’s casual mention of the fact that his father, Prince Charles—the next king—had at one point stopped taking his phone calls.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>The response on this side of the Atlantic was decisive and consistently positive. “This wasn’t just celebrity gossip,” \u003ca href=\"https://www.rollingstone.com/tv/tv-features/harry-meghan-oprah-interview-recap-1138184/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">\u003cem>Rolling Stone\u003c/em> concluded\u003c/a>, “but a story about mental health, about institutionalized racism and inertia, and about how images … can lie.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>CNN’s \u003ca href=\"https://twitter.com/abbydphillip/status/1368747295215263744\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Abby Philip\u003c/a>, author \u003ca href=\"https://twitter.com/rgay/status/1368790522760892418\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Roxane Gay\u003c/a>, poet \u003ca href=\"https://twitter.com/TheAmandaGorman/status/1368770442916335617\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Amanda Gorman\u003c/a> and \u003cem>The View\u003c/em>‘s \u003ca href=\"https://twitter.com/ananavarro/status/1368958716419117056\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Ana Navarro-Cárdenas\u003c/a>—among many others—all spoke out in support. Meghan’s friend Serena Williams noted in a statement on Twitter: “The mental health consequences of systemic oppression and victimization are devastating, isolating and all too often lethal.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>https://twitter.com/serenawilliams/status/1368782412356984832\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>[ad fullwidth]\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Even the White House weighed in:\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>https://twitter.com/nowthisnews/status/1368972851483643905\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>All of which leaves America with the overwhelming impression that this was a slam-dunk; a triumph in which Harry and Meghan spoke their truth, explained exactly why their lives in England weren’t working and won a moral victory against the royal family.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>The press in Britain, however, has been telling a different story entirely.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Before the interview had even aired, papers were working overtime to make Harry and Meghan look petty and cruel for finally speaking out. The day before the CBS broadcast, the\u003cem> Daily Mirror\u003c/em>‘s front page focused on the “immense sadness” and “anguish” the interview was apparently causing Harry’s father and brother. It also claimed that Charles and William had made “attempts to heal the rift.” (Something later contradicted by Harry’s version of events.)\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>https://twitter.com/rjmyers/status/1368689475900047362\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>That same day, \u003cem>Sky News\u003c/em>‘ royal correspondent Rhiannon Mills \u003ca href=\"https://twitter.com/SkyRhiannon/status/1368628779753627657\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">tweeted\u003c/a>: “One palace insider said to me in some ways it’s hard to understand why Harry and Meghan have done this interview when they have their new home, baby on the way, lucrative deals ‘when the war is over it’s probably best to stop bombing’ they said. Tonight we brace for the impact.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Also on Saturday, \u003ca href=\"https://www.thesun.co.uk/news/14264111/meghan-markle-never-return-britain-royal-family-oprah/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">\u003cem>The Sun\u003c/em>\u003c/a> went even further, in a story that claimed: “Windsor Castle and Palace staff have dubbed the chat ‘Moperah’ after seeing whingey” previews. The article went on: “Royal staff described Prince Harry as Meghan Markle’s ‘hostage’ before the couple left for a new life in the States, it emerged last night.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Though initially about the upcoming interview, the focus of \u003cem>The Sun\u003c/em>‘s story quickly shifted to claims that Meghan bullied palace staff:\u003c/p>\n\u003cblockquote>\u003cp>Meghan was said to be furious that embroidered blankets as gifts for the guests were not the correct shade of red. Staff at the time have accused Meghan of being ‘genuinely unkind’ to workers. Others are said to be furious that unfounded allegations of racism could stick in their new careers.\u003c/p>\u003c/blockquote>\n\u003cp>The narrative in which Meghan is presented as a cruel and bullying tyrant is currently so present across all U.K. media that citizens are showing signs of fatigue:\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>https://twitter.com/sarahlethbridge/status/1367018815310221316\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>The host of \u003cem>Good Morning Britain\u003c/em>, Piers Morgan, made his views on Meghan abundantly clear after the above discussion aired:\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>https://twitter.com/piersmorgan/status/1368789384410042372\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>That was all before the interview had even aired. [aside postid='arts_13878920']\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Regardless of what the Duke and Duchess of Sussex told Oprah, the U.K.’s tabloids were never going to respond favorably or sympathetically. Harry and Meghan’s recent lawsuits against three of Britain’s most popular newspapers—\u003cem>The Sun\u003c/em> and \u003cem>Daily Mirror\u003c/em> over alleged incidents of phone hacking, and a privacy case the couple \u003ca href=\"https://www.nytimes.com/2021/02/11/world/europe/meghan-markle-privacy-mail-on-sunday.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">just won\u003c/a> against the \u003cem>Daily Mail\u003c/em>‘s Sunday edition—did not set them up for positive coverage. Neither did the couple’s choice to publicly instate a “\u003ca href=\"https://www.kqed.org/arts/13878920/meghan-and-harry-take-stonewalling-uk-tabloids-to-a-new-level\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">zero engagement\u003c/a>” policy against those three papers, plus the \u003cem>Daily Express\u003c/em>.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>However, the tone was set years ago in the way that the British press has always \u003ca href=\"https://www.kqed.org/arts/13866072/the-bullying-of-meghan-markle-continues-a-long-tradition-for-royal-wives\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">singled out and attacked\u003c/a> the newest—and usually most popular—member of the royal family. It happened to Harry’s mother, Diana. And to his aunt, Sarah Ferguson. And before Meghan came along, the press had reveled in mocking both Kate Middleton and Harry’s ex-girlfriend Chelsy Davy. Meghan would have been subject to the cruel whims of Britain’s daily tabloids whether the couple had sued them or not. It certainly would have happened regardless of them sitting down with Oprah.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>For decades, the U.K. tabloids have acted with impunity when it comes to the royal family. In 1992, \u003cem>The Sun\u003c/em> acquired, and leaked, \u003ca href=\"https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Squidgygate\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">personal phone conversations\u003c/a> between Harry’s mother, Diana and her friend, James Gilbey. In 1993, \u003ca href=\"https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Sunday_People\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">\u003cem>The People\u003c/em>\u003c/a> shared an \u003ca href=\"https://www.mirror.co.uk/news/uk-news/how-camillagate-tapes-exposed-secret-10958350\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">explicit phone conversation\u003c/a> between Camilla Parker Bowles and Prince Charles from 1989, when he was still married to Diana. Despite the national scandal and humiliation caused by both recordings, no legal action was ever taken against the papers. That was due in part to the royal family’s unofficial motto: “Never complain, never explain.” But it left some outlets with the impression that, when it came to the royal family, no report was too violating. [aside postid='arts_13875053']\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Harry spent part of his time with Oprah lifting the lid off the toxic relationship between his family and the press in his home country. “I am acutely aware of where my family stands and how scared they are of the tabloids turning on them,” Harry told Oprah. “There is this … invisible contract between the institution and the U.K. tabloids. To simplify, if you as a family member are willing to wine, dine and give full access to these reporters, then you are able to get better press.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>It was a foregone conclusion then, that the U.K. papers would be quick to find fault with Harry and Meghan’s interview, no matter what it contained. And it did, to the point of near-revelry.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>The \u003ca href=\"https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-9336731/I-naive-marrying-Harry-says-Meghan-bombshell-Oprah-interview-gets-underway.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">\u003cem>Daily Mail\u003c/em>\u003c/a> asked three “royal experts” to weigh in. The conclusions were, across the board, entirely negative. Russell Myers said Harry and Meghan’s “lack of awareness is breath-taking.” Angela Levin opined, “They have no emotional intelligence.” And Robert Jobson called the interview “self-indulgent and selfish,” and unconvincingly suggested that it was unfair because “the Monarchy can’t fight back.” [aside postid='arts_13866072']\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>The\u003cem> Daily Express—\u003c/em>arguably Britain’s most fervently pro-monarchy newspaper—led their coverage with \u003ca href=\"https://www.express.co.uk/news/royal/1406914/meghan-markle-prince-harry-oprah-winfrey-interview-itv-watch-royal-family-twitter-ont\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">the headline\u003c/a>: “Meghan Markle and Harry blasted by Twitter users over Oprah interview—‘Kind of stupid’.” \u003ca href=\"https://www.hollywoodreporter.com/news/u-k-press-has-hysterical-reaction-to-oprah-winfreys-interview-with-meghan-markle-and-prince-harry\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Piers Morgan said\u003c/a> on \u003cem>Good Morning Britain \u003c/em>that Harry was guilty of “spray-gunning his entire family on global TV.” And \u003ca href=\"https://www.telegraph.co.uk/royal-family/2021/03/07/meghan-can-learn-mrs-simpsons-tell-all-tv-interview/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">\u003cem>The Telegraph\u003c/em>\u003c/a> compared Meghan unfavorably to Wallis Simpson, for whom Edward VIII abandoned the throne in 1936. “The saddest thing,” the paper reported, “is that Wallis and Edward, despite being banished, were dutiful and patriotic to the end.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>[ad floatright]\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>If Harry and Meghan are being undutiful, the content of the Oprah interview explains exactly why—it was a matter of survival, and one that, in the end, could not be avoided. 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"content": "\u003cp>\u003cspan style=\"font-size: 4.6875em;float: left;line-height: 0.733em;padding: 0.05em 0.1em 0 0;font-family: times, serif, georgia\">T\u003c/span>he sun shined down on West Oakland last Wednesday as I was greeted with a warm, welcoming, COVID-cautious elbow bump from Ericka Huggins.\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-thumbnail wp-image-13833985\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2018/05/OGPenn.Cap_-160x184.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"160\" height=\"184\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2018/05/OGPenn.Cap_-160x184.jpg 160w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2018/05/OGPenn.Cap_.jpg 180w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 160px) 100vw, 160px\">\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Huggins, the former director of the Black Panther Party’s Oakland Community School, stood masked among a scattered crowd of people on the 1.3-mile stretch of greenway that bisects Mandela Parkway in West Oakland. It’s here that the Cypress Structure collapsed in the ’89 quake—and also where two months prior in that same year, Black Panther Party cofounder Dr. Huey P. Newton was shot and killed just a few blocks away.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>And yet—as I overheard one person say during Wednesday’s gathering—“this isn’t where he died, this is where he \u003cem>lived\u003c/em>.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Last Wednesday, Feb. 17, would’ve been Dr. Newton’s 79th birthday. To help celebrate were newly minted street signs on a three-block section of 9th Street, now officially rechristened Dr. Huey P. Newton Way.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>After Fredrika Newton, Dr. Newton’s widow and president of the \u003ca href=\"https://hueypnewtonfoundation.org/\">Dr. Huey P. Newton Foundation\u003c/a>, ceremoniously removed the cloth that covered the new street sign on 9th Street and Mandela Parkway, the crowd made its way to the intersection of 9th and Center Streets. That’s where a freshly painted mural dedicated to the women of the Black Panther Party now radiates from the broad side of a two-story Victorian home.\u003c/p>\n\u003cfigure id=\"attachment_13893058\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\" style=\"max-width: 800px\">\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-13893058\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/IMG_3053-800x600.jpg\" alt=\"A two-story home on Center street and 9th street in West Oakland is now home to a mural dedicated to the women of the Black Panther Party. Artwork by Rachel Wolfe-Goldsmith. \" width=\"800\" height=\"600\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/IMG_3053-800x600.jpg 800w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/IMG_3053-1020x765.jpg 1020w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/IMG_3053-160x120.jpg 160w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/IMG_3053-768x576.jpg 768w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/IMG_3053.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\">\u003cfigcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">A two-story home on Center street and 9th Street in West Oakland is now home to a mural dedicated to the women of the Black Panther Party. Artwork by Rachel Wolfe-Goldsmith. \u003ccite>(Pendarvis Harshaw)\u003c/cite>\u003c/figcaption>\u003c/figure>\n\u003cp>Lead artist \u003ca href=\"https://www.instagram.com/wolfe_.pack/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Rachel Wolfe-Goldsmith\u003c/a> worked with other artists and community members on \u003ca href=\"https://linktr.ee/westoaklandmuralproject\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">the #SayHerName: Women of the Black Panther Party Mural Project\u003c/a>, an initiative spearheaded by homeowner \u003ca href=\"https://www.instagram.com/missjilie/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">JiLchristina Vest\u003c/a> that honors the names of the largely overlooked women of the Black Panther Party. Towering images of women supplying groceries and carrying guns, drawn from photos taken by \u003ca href=\"https://stephenshames.com/projects/black-panther-party/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Stephen Shames\u003c/a>, are accompanied by the written names of over 250 women—all former Panthers.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>[ad fullwidth]\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>There aren’t that many public displays honoring the Black Panthers in Oakland. The new mural and street signs join a meager collection: a \u003ca href=\"https://localwiki.org/oakland/Black_Panther_Party\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">small sign\u003c/a> on the corner of 55th and Market Streets, a \u003ca href=\"https://www.kqed.org/arts/13851520/rightnowish-refa-one-spraypaint-in-hand-honors-west-oaklands-history\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">mural\u003c/a> on 14th and Peralta Streets, the \u003ca href=\"https://www.merritt.edu/student-life/hue-p-newton-lounge/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Huey P. Newton Lounge\u003c/a> at Merritt College and \u003ca href=\"https://www.npr.org/2018/04/06/600055767/bobby-hutton-the-killing-that-catapulted-the-black-panthers-to-fame\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Lil Bobby Hutton Grove\u003c/a> in DeFremery Park.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>But countless Panther flags, shirts, and tattoos on the skin of the people in this community all stand as evidence of a widely-known fact: this is Panther territory.\u003c/p>\n\u003cfigure id=\"attachment_13893145\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\" style=\"max-width: 800px\">\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-13893145\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/FreeHuey.Black_.Panthers-800x524.jpg\" alt=\"Two men hold a 'Free Huey' banner at the newly christened Huey P. Newton Way in West Oakland, Feb. 17, 2021. \" width=\"800\" height=\"524\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/FreeHuey.Black_.Panthers-800x524.jpg 800w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/FreeHuey.Black_.Panthers-1020x668.jpg 1020w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/FreeHuey.Black_.Panthers-160x105.jpg 160w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/FreeHuey.Black_.Panthers-768x503.jpg 768w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/FreeHuey.Black_.Panthers-1536x1006.jpg 1536w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/FreeHuey.Black_.Panthers.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\">\u003cfigcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">Two men hold a ‘Free Huey’ banner at the newly christened Huey P. Newton Way in West Oakland, Feb. 17, 2021. \u003ccite>(Pendarvis Harshaw/KQED)\u003c/cite>\u003c/figcaption>\u003c/figure>\n\u003cp>\u003cspan style=\"font-size: 4.6875em;float: left;line-height: 0.733em;padding: 0.05em 0.1em 0 0;font-family: times, serif, georgia\">E\u003c/span>ven beyond Oakland’s city limits, the Black Panther Party is once again in the larger public consciousness.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Shaka King’s recently released film \u003ca href=\"https://www.kqed.org/arts/13892640/director-shaka-kings-long-journey-to-judas-and-the-black-messiah\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">\u003ci>Judas and the Black Messiah\u003c/i>\u003c/a> has reinvigorated people’s interest in the life, politics, and assassination of the Illinois Black Panther Party chapter’s chairman, Fred Hampton. (The film is told from the perspective of William O’Neal, the informant who assisted the FBI in bringing Hampton down.)\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>But well before \u003cem>Judas and the Black Messiah\u003c/em>, and the murals and new signage in Oakland, the legacy of the Party and the individuals involved has long been a personal interest of mine.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>I once held back childlike excitement when Ericka Huggins and archivist Lisbet Tellefsen allowed me to look through the \u003ca href=\"https://archive.curbed.com/2016/6/29/12010106/black-panther-school-mova-oakland\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">old photos of the Black Panther’s Oakland Community School\u003c/a>. And I defeated pterodactyl-sized stomach butterflies of nervousness before asking Fredrika Newton \u003ca href=\"https://www.kqed.org/arts/13874735/fredrika-newton-huey-p-revolutionary-love\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">intimate questions about her relationship with Dr. Newton\u003c/a>.[aside postID='arts_13874735']\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>I’ve talked to educational counselor and former Panther\u003ca href=\"https://ogtoldme.tumblr.com/post/68941837393/sometimes-we-devalue-ourselves-we-dont-really\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"> Massai Minters\u003c/a> at UCLA’s Campbell Hall where Bunchy Carter and John Huggins were assassinated, attended an event at Merritt College where famed Black Panther Party illustrator \u003ca href=\"https://ogtoldme.tumblr.com/post/77494359367/culture-is-a-weapon-emory-douglas-emory\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Emory Douglas\u003c/a> spoke about his book \u003cem>Black Panther: The Revolutionary Art of Emory Douglas\u003c/em>, and even sat in a small apartment with a sick \u003ca href=\"https://ogtoldme.tumblr.com/post/49263235572/when-asked-what-guidance-he-would-give-to-a-young\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Ronald “Elder” Freeman\u003c/a>, discussing how to address the ills of society while simultaneously looking for his medicine. Elder has since passed, but his words linger.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Through these interactions, as well as reading books and watching documentaries, I’ve gained a certain understanding about the Panthers: terrorized by the government, stigmatized by the media, and loved by the people (well, \u003cem>some\u003c/em> of the people). The Panthers fought to save their community from the failures of a capitalist system, while simultaneously dealing with their own personal issues—issues that were largely the byproducts of a capitalist system.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Beyond the legacy of the Black Panther Party as a whole, I often think about the stories of the individual people involved. People whose stories haven’t been fully told. People like the Rev. Cheryl Dawson.\u003c/p>\n\u003cfigure id=\"attachment_13893142\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\" style=\"max-width: 800px\">\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-13893142\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.2021-800x600.jpg\" alt=\"Rev. Cheryl Dawson.\" width=\"800\" height=\"600\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.2021-800x600.jpg 800w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.2021-1020x765.jpg 1020w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.2021-160x120.jpg 160w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.2021-768x576.jpg 768w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.2021.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\">\u003cfigcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">The Rev. Cheryl Dawson. \u003ccite>(Courtesy Cheryl Dawson.)\u003c/cite>\u003c/figcaption>\u003c/figure>\n\u003cp>\u003cspan style=\"font-size: 4.6875em;float: left;line-height: 0.733em;padding: 0.05em 0.1em 0 0;font-family: times, serif, georgia\">“I\u003c/span> took the political structure that I learned in the Party, and combined it with the information that I had about womanist theory and I took that work to the Congo—the Democratic Republic of the Congo—did I tell you about that?” Dawson asks me over the phone.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>I tell her that during our two previous conversations she hadn’t mentioned that, so I’m glad she called back.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>She tells me that about a decade ago she led empowerment workshops with women in Uganda and Haiti as well, using principles she developed when she was selling copies of the Black Panther Party newspaper on the corner of Alcatraz Avenue and Adeline Street in Berkeley back in the day.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>In an earlier conversation, she mentions another chapter in her life that was also heavily influenced by her time with the Party.[aside postID='arts_13884294']\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Starting in the early ’80s Dawson worked in and out of prisons, developing programs for women who are incarcerated. She spent the final decade of her career working as the Rehabilitation Services Coordinator in the San Francisco County Sheriff Office’s Women’s Resource Center. That’s where she implemented a curriculum to empower women through lectures, through the use of popular media to inspire critical thinking, and by asking class attendees to reflect on “\u003ca href=\"http://ww.sfsheriff.com/newsletter_june2017.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">their own cultural experiences and injustices\u003c/a>”. Upon leaving her position last year, the San Francisco Sheriff’s Department honored her commitment to the work by naming Dec. 20 “Rev. Cheryl Dawson Day.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>I couldn’t help but wonder: \u003ci>How do you pivot from working for a revolutionary liberation organization to working for the very institution that incarcerates people?\u003c/i>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>“I was working in the same sacred spaces,” explains Dawson. “The same tight corners, the same buried holes in the ground that I had tested, and walked in, and helped raise people up from when I was working in the Party … The pain that women wore in the prison is the same pain that I saw in the community from which they had come.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Simply put, Dawson saw the position as an opportunity to get deeper into the system and make a change from within.\u003c/p>\n\u003cfigure id=\"attachment_13893149\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\" style=\"max-width: 600px\">\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-13893149\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.1970s.jpg\" alt=\"Cheryl Dawson in the 1970s. \" width=\"600\" height=\"800\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.1970s.jpg 600w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.1970s-160x213.jpg 160w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\">\u003cfigcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">Cheryl Dawson in the 1980s. \u003ccite>(Courtesy Rev. Cheryl Dawson)\u003c/cite>\u003c/figcaption>\u003c/figure>\n\u003cp>As a consultant at the federal prison in Dublin, she recalls sitting outside of solitary confinement, kneeling down on the cement floor, and talking through the slit in the steel door where the food was passed through. “I was trying to get a glimpse of the woman I was talking to,” says Dawson. “To just hold her gaze for a moment and try to give her hope for tomorrow.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>She did this work while continuing to face “that same deep intimate pain” that she experienced as a young girl; the pain that pushed her to join the Party in the first place.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>As a child, Dawson lived in \u003ca href=\"https://universityvillage.berkeley.edu/about/village-history\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Codornices Village\u003c/a>, a housing project on land leased from UC Berkeley to house wartime workers and their families in the 40s, many of them African American. It’s no coincidence that in the 1960s, when the housing projects were closed and the property was returned to UC Berkeley, \u003ca href=\"http://www.bayareacensus.ca.gov/cities/Albany50.htm\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">the “Negro” population\u003c/a> of Albany went from 1,778 people in 1950 down to just 75 people in 1960.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Afterward, Dawson spent some time in Oakland, but Berkeley was her home. She lived one block to the white side of the city’s racial housing dividing line, formerly known as Grove street (now Martin Luther King Jr. Boulevard).\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>At Berkeley’s Longfellow Elementary School, despite being in the Black neighborhood of South Berkeley, she saw racism firsthand. In class, Dawson says, she and the other Black kids were routinely overlooked when they raised their hands and over-punished when they got in trouble.\u003c/p>\n\u003cfigure id=\"attachment_13893150\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\" style=\"max-width: 600px\">\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-13893150\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.Wicker.jpg\" alt=\"Cheryl Dawson in the 1970s.\" width=\"600\" height=\"832\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.Wicker.jpg 600w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.Wicker-160x222.jpg 160w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\">\u003cfigcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">Cheryl Dawson in the 1970s. \u003ccite>(Courtesy Rev. Cheryl Dawson)\u003c/cite>\u003c/figcaption>\u003c/figure>\n\u003cp>She says a brother as dark as she was once got in trouble, and a white teacher grabbed him by the scruff of his neck and put him under one of those old-fashioned wooden desks. The teacher then sat down and scooted her chair in. “She pinned him in like he was a dog or cat or something,” says Dawson. “The only thing he could do is look out from under the desk.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>The memory of the disobedient boy and the heavy-handed punishment stuck with her. Shortly afterward she learned about social workers, and how they helped people; especially people who looked like her. “At a very young age,” says Dawson, “I had a desire to do that, it was stamped in my heart. Unbeknownst to me, it would continue to manifest for the remainder of my life.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>She went on to attend Willard Junior High, which was much whiter, and well above the racial dividing line. After attending Berkeley High for the majority of her high school years, she graduated from Oakland Tech and went on to Cal State East Bay.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>While she was in college, Dawson was invited to an event at Oakland City College where Black Panther Party for Self-Defense co-founder Bobby Seale was speaking. And the rest was history.\u003c/p>\n\u003cfigure id=\"attachment_13893143\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\" style=\"max-width: 800px\">\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-13893143\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson-800x532.jpg\" alt=\"Cheryl Dawson, seen here with her family.\" width=\"800\" height=\"532\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson-800x532.jpg 800w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson-1020x678.jpg 1020w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson-160x106.jpg 160w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson-768x510.jpg 768w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson-1536x1021.jpg 1536w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\">\u003cfigcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">Cheryl Dawson, seen here with her children. \u003ccite>(Courtesy Cheryl Dawson)\u003c/cite>\u003c/figcaption>\u003c/figure>\n\u003cp>\u003cspan style=\"font-size: 4.6875em;float: left;line-height: 0.733em;padding: 0.05em 0.1em 0 0;font-family: times, serif, georgia\">R\u003c/span>ev. Dawson has no issue discussing details of her time in the Party, like bundling up her infant daughter at the early hour of “can’t see in the morning” so they could get to the Panther headquarters, serve the people and take political classes, only to return home at “can’t see at night.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>But what stands out from our conversation is Dawson periodically pausing to ask her grandchildren to “be careful while you’re doing that.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Community service starts at home.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Dawson tells me she’s inspired by her great uncle, who left the south on a flatbed truck after being chased by the Klan. Once he settled in California, he sent for his sister, Dawson’s grandmother. Not too long after arriving in the Bay Area, Dawson’s grandmother and grandfather were wed through a marriage broker in West Oakland.[aside postID='arts_13825847']\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Speaking highly of her four children, Dawson proudly mentions that two of her sons chose to change their names upon adulthood in an effort to shed their slave names.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Dawson holds a master’s degree in womanist theology from the American Baptist Seminary at UC Berkeley’s Graduate Theological Union, as well as an M.A. in women’s spirituality from San Francisco’s California Institute of Integral Studies. She was ordained as a reverend about five years ago, at the same place she served: the historic Beth Eden Baptist Church in West Oakland.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>She tells me she just recently returned to the church, as nowadays spends most of her time with the grandchildren I heard in the background on our calls. And of course, she plans to take them to see the new mural featuring images of her comrades in West Oakland.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>“The mural brings us from the margins to the center,” says Dawson of the artwork’s significance. “To turn the light on and say: I see you. And to further extend my view of connectivity and say, ‘I see you, because you are me.’ Just that alone is life-saving. And that’s what we were about in the Party: \u003cem>saving the lives of our people.\u003c/em>”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-12127869\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2016/09/Q.Logo_.Break_-800x78.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"800\" height=\"78\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2016/09/Q.Logo_.Break_.jpg 800w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2016/09/Q.Logo_.Break_-400x39.jpg 400w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2016/09/Q.Logo_.Break_-768x75.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\">\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cem>The Rev. Cheryl Dawson recently spoke about her experiences with the Black Panther Party on the KQED podcast The Bay. \u003ca href=\"https://www.kqed.org/news/11858928/west-oakland-mural-honors-women-of-black-panther-party\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Hear it here\u003c/a>. \u003c/em>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>[ad floatright]\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cem>As part of ‘The Black Panther Party Celebration of Activism,’ Pendarvis Harshaw interviews Ryan Coogler, Marshawn Lynch, Marcus Roberts, Charles D. King and Josh Johnson, to be broadcast on Facebook Live and YouTube on Wednesday, Feb. 24, at noon PST. \u003ca href=\"https://www.oaklandrootssc.com/news_article/show/1146959\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Details here\u003c/a>. \u003c/em>\u003c/p>\n\n",
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"content": "\u003cdiv class=\"post-body\">\u003cp>\u003cp>\u003cspan style=\"font-size: 4.6875em;float: left;line-height: 0.733em;padding: 0.05em 0.1em 0 0;font-family: times, serif, georgia\">T\u003c/span>he sun shined down on West Oakland last Wednesday as I was greeted with a warm, welcoming, COVID-cautious elbow bump from Ericka Huggins.\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignright size-thumbnail wp-image-13833985\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2018/05/OGPenn.Cap_-160x184.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"160\" height=\"184\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2018/05/OGPenn.Cap_-160x184.jpg 160w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2018/05/OGPenn.Cap_.jpg 180w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 160px) 100vw, 160px\">\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Huggins, the former director of the Black Panther Party’s Oakland Community School, stood masked among a scattered crowd of people on the 1.3-mile stretch of greenway that bisects Mandela Parkway in West Oakland. It’s here that the Cypress Structure collapsed in the ’89 quake—and also where two months prior in that same year, Black Panther Party cofounder Dr. Huey P. Newton was shot and killed just a few blocks away.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>And yet—as I overheard one person say during Wednesday’s gathering—“this isn’t where he died, this is where he \u003cem>lived\u003c/em>.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Last Wednesday, Feb. 17, would’ve been Dr. Newton’s 79th birthday. To help celebrate were newly minted street signs on a three-block section of 9th Street, now officially rechristened Dr. Huey P. Newton Way.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>After Fredrika Newton, Dr. Newton’s widow and president of the \u003ca href=\"https://hueypnewtonfoundation.org/\">Dr. Huey P. Newton Foundation\u003c/a>, ceremoniously removed the cloth that covered the new street sign on 9th Street and Mandela Parkway, the crowd made its way to the intersection of 9th and Center Streets. That’s where a freshly painted mural dedicated to the women of the Black Panther Party now radiates from the broad side of a two-story Victorian home.\u003c/p>\n\u003cfigure id=\"attachment_13893058\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\" style=\"max-width: 800px\">\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-13893058\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/IMG_3053-800x600.jpg\" alt=\"A two-story home on Center street and 9th street in West Oakland is now home to a mural dedicated to the women of the Black Panther Party. Artwork by Rachel Wolfe-Goldsmith. \" width=\"800\" height=\"600\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/IMG_3053-800x600.jpg 800w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/IMG_3053-1020x765.jpg 1020w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/IMG_3053-160x120.jpg 160w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/IMG_3053-768x576.jpg 768w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/IMG_3053.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\">\u003cfigcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">A two-story home on Center street and 9th Street in West Oakland is now home to a mural dedicated to the women of the Black Panther Party. Artwork by Rachel Wolfe-Goldsmith. \u003ccite>(Pendarvis Harshaw)\u003c/cite>\u003c/figcaption>\u003c/figure>\n\u003cp>Lead artist \u003ca href=\"https://www.instagram.com/wolfe_.pack/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Rachel Wolfe-Goldsmith\u003c/a> worked with other artists and community members on \u003ca href=\"https://linktr.ee/westoaklandmuralproject\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">the #SayHerName: Women of the Black Panther Party Mural Project\u003c/a>, an initiative spearheaded by homeowner \u003ca href=\"https://www.instagram.com/missjilie/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">JiLchristina Vest\u003c/a> that honors the names of the largely overlooked women of the Black Panther Party. Towering images of women supplying groceries and carrying guns, drawn from photos taken by \u003ca href=\"https://stephenshames.com/projects/black-panther-party/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Stephen Shames\u003c/a>, are accompanied by the written names of over 250 women—all former Panthers.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003c/p>\u003c/div>",
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"content": "\u003cdiv class=\"post-body\">\u003cp>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>There aren’t that many public displays honoring the Black Panthers in Oakland. The new mural and street signs join a meager collection: a \u003ca href=\"https://localwiki.org/oakland/Black_Panther_Party\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">small sign\u003c/a> on the corner of 55th and Market Streets, a \u003ca href=\"https://www.kqed.org/arts/13851520/rightnowish-refa-one-spraypaint-in-hand-honors-west-oaklands-history\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">mural\u003c/a> on 14th and Peralta Streets, the \u003ca href=\"https://www.merritt.edu/student-life/hue-p-newton-lounge/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Huey P. Newton Lounge\u003c/a> at Merritt College and \u003ca href=\"https://www.npr.org/2018/04/06/600055767/bobby-hutton-the-killing-that-catapulted-the-black-panthers-to-fame\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Lil Bobby Hutton Grove\u003c/a> in DeFremery Park.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>But countless Panther flags, shirts, and tattoos on the skin of the people in this community all stand as evidence of a widely-known fact: this is Panther territory.\u003c/p>\n\u003cfigure id=\"attachment_13893145\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\" style=\"max-width: 800px\">\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-13893145\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/FreeHuey.Black_.Panthers-800x524.jpg\" alt=\"Two men hold a 'Free Huey' banner at the newly christened Huey P. Newton Way in West Oakland, Feb. 17, 2021. \" width=\"800\" height=\"524\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/FreeHuey.Black_.Panthers-800x524.jpg 800w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/FreeHuey.Black_.Panthers-1020x668.jpg 1020w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/FreeHuey.Black_.Panthers-160x105.jpg 160w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/FreeHuey.Black_.Panthers-768x503.jpg 768w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/FreeHuey.Black_.Panthers-1536x1006.jpg 1536w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/FreeHuey.Black_.Panthers.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\">\u003cfigcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">Two men hold a ‘Free Huey’ banner at the newly christened Huey P. Newton Way in West Oakland, Feb. 17, 2021. \u003ccite>(Pendarvis Harshaw/KQED)\u003c/cite>\u003c/figcaption>\u003c/figure>\n\u003cp>\u003cspan style=\"font-size: 4.6875em;float: left;line-height: 0.733em;padding: 0.05em 0.1em 0 0;font-family: times, serif, georgia\">E\u003c/span>ven beyond Oakland’s city limits, the Black Panther Party is once again in the larger public consciousness.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Shaka King’s recently released film \u003ca href=\"https://www.kqed.org/arts/13892640/director-shaka-kings-long-journey-to-judas-and-the-black-messiah\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">\u003ci>Judas and the Black Messiah\u003c/i>\u003c/a> has reinvigorated people’s interest in the life, politics, and assassination of the Illinois Black Panther Party chapter’s chairman, Fred Hampton. (The film is told from the perspective of William O’Neal, the informant who assisted the FBI in bringing Hampton down.)\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>But well before \u003cem>Judas and the Black Messiah\u003c/em>, and the murals and new signage in Oakland, the legacy of the Party and the individuals involved has long been a personal interest of mine.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>I once held back childlike excitement when Ericka Huggins and archivist Lisbet Tellefsen allowed me to look through the \u003ca href=\"https://archive.curbed.com/2016/6/29/12010106/black-panther-school-mova-oakland\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">old photos of the Black Panther’s Oakland Community School\u003c/a>. And I defeated pterodactyl-sized stomach butterflies of nervousness before asking Fredrika Newton \u003ca href=\"https://www.kqed.org/arts/13874735/fredrika-newton-huey-p-revolutionary-love\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">intimate questions about her relationship with Dr. Newton\u003c/a>.\u003c/p>\u003c/div>",
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"content": "\u003cdiv class=\"post-body\">\u003cp>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>I’ve talked to educational counselor and former Panther\u003ca href=\"https://ogtoldme.tumblr.com/post/68941837393/sometimes-we-devalue-ourselves-we-dont-really\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"> Massai Minters\u003c/a> at UCLA’s Campbell Hall where Bunchy Carter and John Huggins were assassinated, attended an event at Merritt College where famed Black Panther Party illustrator \u003ca href=\"https://ogtoldme.tumblr.com/post/77494359367/culture-is-a-weapon-emory-douglas-emory\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Emory Douglas\u003c/a> spoke about his book \u003cem>Black Panther: The Revolutionary Art of Emory Douglas\u003c/em>, and even sat in a small apartment with a sick \u003ca href=\"https://ogtoldme.tumblr.com/post/49263235572/when-asked-what-guidance-he-would-give-to-a-young\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Ronald “Elder” Freeman\u003c/a>, discussing how to address the ills of society while simultaneously looking for his medicine. Elder has since passed, but his words linger.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Through these interactions, as well as reading books and watching documentaries, I’ve gained a certain understanding about the Panthers: terrorized by the government, stigmatized by the media, and loved by the people (well, \u003cem>some\u003c/em> of the people). The Panthers fought to save their community from the failures of a capitalist system, while simultaneously dealing with their own personal issues—issues that were largely the byproducts of a capitalist system.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Beyond the legacy of the Black Panther Party as a whole, I often think about the stories of the individual people involved. People whose stories haven’t been fully told. People like the Rev. Cheryl Dawson.\u003c/p>\n\u003cfigure id=\"attachment_13893142\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\" style=\"max-width: 800px\">\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-13893142\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.2021-800x600.jpg\" alt=\"Rev. Cheryl Dawson.\" width=\"800\" height=\"600\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.2021-800x600.jpg 800w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.2021-1020x765.jpg 1020w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.2021-160x120.jpg 160w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.2021-768x576.jpg 768w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.2021.jpg 1280w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\">\u003cfigcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">The Rev. Cheryl Dawson. \u003ccite>(Courtesy Cheryl Dawson.)\u003c/cite>\u003c/figcaption>\u003c/figure>\n\u003cp>\u003cspan style=\"font-size: 4.6875em;float: left;line-height: 0.733em;padding: 0.05em 0.1em 0 0;font-family: times, serif, georgia\">“I\u003c/span> took the political structure that I learned in the Party, and combined it with the information that I had about womanist theory and I took that work to the Congo—the Democratic Republic of the Congo—did I tell you about that?” Dawson asks me over the phone.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>I tell her that during our two previous conversations she hadn’t mentioned that, so I’m glad she called back.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>She tells me that about a decade ago she led empowerment workshops with women in Uganda and Haiti as well, using principles she developed when she was selling copies of the Black Panther Party newspaper on the corner of Alcatraz Avenue and Adeline Street in Berkeley back in the day.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>In an earlier conversation, she mentions another chapter in her life that was also heavily influenced by her time with the Party.\u003c/p>\u003c/div>",
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"content": "\u003cdiv class=\"post-body\">\u003cp>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Starting in the early ’80s Dawson worked in and out of prisons, developing programs for women who are incarcerated. She spent the final decade of her career working as the Rehabilitation Services Coordinator in the San Francisco County Sheriff Office’s Women’s Resource Center. That’s where she implemented a curriculum to empower women through lectures, through the use of popular media to inspire critical thinking, and by asking class attendees to reflect on “\u003ca href=\"http://ww.sfsheriff.com/newsletter_june2017.html\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">their own cultural experiences and injustices\u003c/a>”. Upon leaving her position last year, the San Francisco Sheriff’s Department honored her commitment to the work by naming Dec. 20 “Rev. Cheryl Dawson Day.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>I couldn’t help but wonder: \u003ci>How do you pivot from working for a revolutionary liberation organization to working for the very institution that incarcerates people?\u003c/i>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>“I was working in the same sacred spaces,” explains Dawson. “The same tight corners, the same buried holes in the ground that I had tested, and walked in, and helped raise people up from when I was working in the Party … The pain that women wore in the prison is the same pain that I saw in the community from which they had come.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Simply put, Dawson saw the position as an opportunity to get deeper into the system and make a change from within.\u003c/p>\n\u003cfigure id=\"attachment_13893149\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\" style=\"max-width: 600px\">\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-13893149\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.1970s.jpg\" alt=\"Cheryl Dawson in the 1970s. \" width=\"600\" height=\"800\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.1970s.jpg 600w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.1970s-160x213.jpg 160w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\">\u003cfigcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">Cheryl Dawson in the 1980s. \u003ccite>(Courtesy Rev. Cheryl Dawson)\u003c/cite>\u003c/figcaption>\u003c/figure>\n\u003cp>As a consultant at the federal prison in Dublin, she recalls sitting outside of solitary confinement, kneeling down on the cement floor, and talking through the slit in the steel door where the food was passed through. “I was trying to get a glimpse of the woman I was talking to,” says Dawson. “To just hold her gaze for a moment and try to give her hope for tomorrow.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>She did this work while continuing to face “that same deep intimate pain” that she experienced as a young girl; the pain that pushed her to join the Party in the first place.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>As a child, Dawson lived in \u003ca href=\"https://universityvillage.berkeley.edu/about/village-history\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Codornices Village\u003c/a>, a housing project on land leased from UC Berkeley to house wartime workers and their families in the 40s, many of them African American. It’s no coincidence that in the 1960s, when the housing projects were closed and the property was returned to UC Berkeley, \u003ca href=\"http://www.bayareacensus.ca.gov/cities/Albany50.htm\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">the “Negro” population\u003c/a> of Albany went from 1,778 people in 1950 down to just 75 people in 1960.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Afterward, Dawson spent some time in Oakland, but Berkeley was her home. She lived one block to the white side of the city’s racial housing dividing line, formerly known as Grove street (now Martin Luther King Jr. Boulevard).\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>At Berkeley’s Longfellow Elementary School, despite being in the Black neighborhood of South Berkeley, she saw racism firsthand. In class, Dawson says, she and the other Black kids were routinely overlooked when they raised their hands and over-punished when they got in trouble.\u003c/p>\n\u003cfigure id=\"attachment_13893150\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\" style=\"max-width: 600px\">\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-13893150\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.Wicker.jpg\" alt=\"Cheryl Dawson in the 1970s.\" width=\"600\" height=\"832\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.Wicker.jpg 600w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.Wicker-160x222.jpg 160w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 600px) 100vw, 600px\">\u003cfigcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">Cheryl Dawson in the 1970s. \u003ccite>(Courtesy Rev. Cheryl Dawson)\u003c/cite>\u003c/figcaption>\u003c/figure>\n\u003cp>She says a brother as dark as she was once got in trouble, and a white teacher grabbed him by the scruff of his neck and put him under one of those old-fashioned wooden desks. The teacher then sat down and scooted her chair in. “She pinned him in like he was a dog or cat or something,” says Dawson. “The only thing he could do is look out from under the desk.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>The memory of the disobedient boy and the heavy-handed punishment stuck with her. Shortly afterward she learned about social workers, and how they helped people; especially people who looked like her. “At a very young age,” says Dawson, “I had a desire to do that, it was stamped in my heart. Unbeknownst to me, it would continue to manifest for the remainder of my life.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>She went on to attend Willard Junior High, which was much whiter, and well above the racial dividing line. After attending Berkeley High for the majority of her high school years, she graduated from Oakland Tech and went on to Cal State East Bay.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>While she was in college, Dawson was invited to an event at Oakland City College where Black Panther Party for Self-Defense co-founder Bobby Seale was speaking. And the rest was history.\u003c/p>\n\u003cfigure id=\"attachment_13893143\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\" style=\"max-width: 800px\">\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-13893143\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson-800x532.jpg\" alt=\"Cheryl Dawson, seen here with her family.\" width=\"800\" height=\"532\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson-800x532.jpg 800w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson-1020x678.jpg 1020w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson-160x106.jpg 160w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson-768x510.jpg 768w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson-1536x1021.jpg 1536w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/CherylDawson.jpg 1920w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\">\u003cfigcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">Cheryl Dawson, seen here with her children. \u003ccite>(Courtesy Cheryl Dawson)\u003c/cite>\u003c/figcaption>\u003c/figure>\n\u003cp>\u003cspan style=\"font-size: 4.6875em;float: left;line-height: 0.733em;padding: 0.05em 0.1em 0 0;font-family: times, serif, georgia\">R\u003c/span>ev. Dawson has no issue discussing details of her time in the Party, like bundling up her infant daughter at the early hour of “can’t see in the morning” so they could get to the Panther headquarters, serve the people and take political classes, only to return home at “can’t see at night.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>But what stands out from our conversation is Dawson periodically pausing to ask her grandchildren to “be careful while you’re doing that.”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Community service starts at home.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Dawson tells me she’s inspired by her great uncle, who left the south on a flatbed truck after being chased by the Klan. Once he settled in California, he sent for his sister, Dawson’s grandmother. Not too long after arriving in the Bay Area, Dawson’s grandmother and grandfather were wed through a marriage broker in West Oakland.\u003c/p>\u003c/div>",
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"content": "\u003cdiv class=\"post-body\">\u003cp>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Speaking highly of her four children, Dawson proudly mentions that two of her sons chose to change their names upon adulthood in an effort to shed their slave names.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Dawson holds a master’s degree in womanist theology from the American Baptist Seminary at UC Berkeley’s Graduate Theological Union, as well as an M.A. in women’s spirituality from San Francisco’s California Institute of Integral Studies. She was ordained as a reverend about five years ago, at the same place she served: the historic Beth Eden Baptist Church in West Oakland.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>She tells me she just recently returned to the church, as nowadays spends most of her time with the grandchildren I heard in the background on our calls. And of course, she plans to take them to see the new mural featuring images of her comrades in West Oakland.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>“The mural brings us from the margins to the center,” says Dawson of the artwork’s significance. “To turn the light on and say: I see you. And to further extend my view of connectivity and say, ‘I see you, because you are me.’ Just that alone is life-saving. And that’s what we were about in the Party: \u003cem>saving the lives of our people.\u003c/em>”\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-12127869\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2016/09/Q.Logo_.Break_-800x78.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"800\" height=\"78\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2016/09/Q.Logo_.Break_.jpg 800w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2016/09/Q.Logo_.Break_-400x39.jpg 400w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2016/09/Q.Logo_.Break_-768x75.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\">\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cem>The Rev. Cheryl Dawson recently spoke about her experiences with the Black Panther Party on the KQED podcast The Bay. \u003ca href=\"https://www.kqed.org/news/11858928/west-oakland-mural-honors-women-of-black-panther-party\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Hear it here\u003c/a>. \u003c/em>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003c/p>\u003c/div>",
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"content": "\u003cp>\u003ci>It’s Tuesday morning and my phone is ringing. Before even looking at the screen, I know it’s my sister, Erikka. Every week for the past six months or so, my sister has spent 10 minutes telling me about her weekend escapades. The accounts are adventurous, liberating, and oddly enough, about love.\u003c/i>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003ci>My sister, a mother of two, has been through some harrowing experiences. Just about all of the foul things a young woman can be involved in while growing up in the inner city—from selling sex to selling crack—she’s done it. And she’s open about how those experiences have left marks on her, physically, mentally, and emotionally.\u003c/i>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003ci>Now recently married, my sister’s phone calls aren’t about the pain she’s experienced, and really aren’t about the romantic relationship she and her partner share. They’re more about her discovery of a loving community. And most importantly, her stories are about an East Oakland girl finding self-love near the Santa Cruz Mountains.\u003c/i>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003ci>Because it’s her story, I figured she’d be the best person to tell it.\u003c/i>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003ci>—Pendarvis Harshaw\u003c/i>\u003c/p>\n\u003cfigure id=\"attachment_13892748\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\" style=\"max-width: 800px\">\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-13892748\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/Erikka.Lake_-800x555.jpg\" alt=\"Erikka Ransom and husband Dom at Lake Merritt in Oakland.\" width=\"800\" height=\"555\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/Erikka.Lake_-800x555.jpg 800w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/Erikka.Lake_-1020x708.jpg 1020w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/Erikka.Lake_-160x111.jpg 160w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/Erikka.Lake_-768x533.jpg 768w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/Erikka.Lake_-1536x1066.jpg 1536w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/Erikka.Lake_.jpg 1556w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\">\u003cfigcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">Erikka Ransom and husband Dom at Lake Merritt in Oakland. \u003ccite>(Pendarvis Harshaw)\u003c/cite>\u003c/figcaption>\u003c/figure>\n\u003cp>\u003cspan style=\"font-weight: 400\">Love… We tend to throw the word around like confetti, \u003c/span>\u003cspan style=\"font-weight: 400\">but it means more and comes with so much responsibility. \u003c/span>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>[ad fullwidth]\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cspan style=\"font-weight: 400\">I found my love when I was only 15. He was my neighbor, my friend, and the love of my life, even though he didn’t know it yet. We grew up together and separated when both our families moved from the Skyline Hills Apartment complex in the East Oakland hills. \u003c/span>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cspan style=\"font-weight: 400\">We individually went through a great deal of hurt during our lives. Hard times financially, run-ins with the law, and relationships that scarred us for life.\u003c/span>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cspan style=\"font-weight: 400\">In adulthood, we talked periodically, remaining good friends. We’d often discuss our relationships, and how they were missing \u003cem>something\u003c/em>. We were both suffering, both missing love.\u003c/span>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cspan style=\"font-weight: 400\">My last relationship ended after 11 years—there was no love there for me. His 20-year relationship ended just before mine.\u003c/span>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cspan style=\"font-weight: 400\">About four years ago I saw the love of my life again. I was driving down the street near Foothill Square in East Oakland. I had just moved into an apartment in the neighborhood. About a block away from my new home, I saw him outside taking a break from work. I almost left the car in drive as I jumped out! Happiness rushed back into my heart as I remembered love again. \u003c/span>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cspan style=\"font-weight: 400\">Despite the pandemic, we married on July 27, 2020. We wanted to be together forever, so much that we held a small ceremony in our backyard, over an iPad, with the Justice of Peace. It was beautiful. \u003c/span>\u003c/p>\n\u003cfigure id=\"attachment_13892739\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\" style=\"max-width: 800px\">\u003cimg loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-13892739\" src=\"https://ww2.kqed.org/app/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/Erikka.jpg\" alt=\"Erikka Ransom and husband Dom, pictured together.\" width=\"800\" height=\"804\" srcset=\"https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/Erikka.jpg 800w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/Erikka-160x161.jpg 160w, https://cdn.kqed.org/wp-content/uploads/sites/2/2021/02/Erikka-768x772.jpg 768w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\">\u003cfigcaption class=\"wp-caption-text\">Erikka Ransom and husband Dom, pictured together. \u003ccite>(Courtesy Erikka Ransom)\u003c/cite>\u003c/figcaption>\u003c/figure>\n\u003cp>\u003cspan style=\"font-weight: 400\">We’re both lovers of camping; time spent in nature actually helped solidify our relationship. We decided to find a place to enjoy the outdoors during the shelter-in-place orders. But most campsites were closed.\u003c/span>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003cspan style=\"font-weight: 400\">And then we found a place that was unlike any other: \u003ca href=\"https://www.lupinlodge.com/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Lupin Lodge\u003c/a>. \u003c/span>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>This is a community that welcomes newcomers with open arms. We started going in August and we’ve been back every weekend, just because of the love we feel. The first day we were there, people invited us to eat with them, and asked if we needed anything. They even recited poems just to help us relax in a new environment. It was amazing.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>I have to mention that Lupin is a “naturist community,” where people are free to be nude, so it was a little different than the camping experiences we’ve had in the past. During previous camping trips to places like Lake Camanche, I’d jump in the lake naked when no one was around. So once I found a place where I could walk around naked without having the police called on me, I was down!\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>There’s nothing sexual about it. It’s about being free. You feel the nature, and the love from everyone around you. And best of all: there’s no judgement. You could be fat, skinny or whatever, and people are just accepting. I’ve been self-conscious of my stretch marks for a long time, and I didn’t feel that when I was out there. 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During previous camping trips to places like Lake Camanche, I’d jump in the lake naked when no one was around. So once I found a place where I could walk around naked without having the police called on me, I was down!\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>There’s nothing sexual about it. It’s about being free. You feel the nature, and the love from everyone around you. And best of all: there’s no judgement. You could be fat, skinny or whatever, and people are just accepting. I’ve been self-conscious of my stretch marks for a long time, and I didn’t feel that when I was out there. 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"content": "\u003cp>[dropcap]Y[/dropcap]ou’ve probably heard of FOMO, or Fear of Missing Out. But the singles among us are likelier to encounter something else while stuck inside and swiping on dating apps: FOBO—Fear of Better Options.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Coined by Patrick McGinnis, \u003ca href=\"https://patrickmcginnis.com/blog/meet-fobo-the-evil-brother-of-fomo-that-can-ruin-your-life/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">FOBO\u003c/a> is the free fall of overthinking every possible option and inevitably remaining in free fall. That’s one drawback of looking for love online during the pandemic. Apps are not just an entertaining way to pass the time—they’re one of the few means of meeting new people safely. But they’re also designed to provide a sense of instant gratification. And some people confuse Tinder with Grubhub, approaching people like a buffet of viable partner options.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>The problem with this mindset is it’s impossible to fix the perfect plate. Or maybe you took what you could get to distract yourself, or dipped into the compost bin to reignite an old flame, only to find yourself unsatisfied.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>These scenarios operate on the anxiety that COVID-19 is looming overhead. Opportunities to find companionship feel scarce, and some might feel tempted to tolerate flakiness, incompatibility or even disrespect to feel less alone. But the fact is, it’s hard to have a fear of better options when you realize the better option is probably yourself. While \u003ca href=\"https://www.huffpost.com/entry/tweets-dating-covid_l_5f45444cc5b6c00d03b4b0a3\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">articles\u003c/a> about single life during the pandemic paint a purely pessimistic picture, this narrative is tired. I’d argue that the pandemic has only accelerated changes in courtship, dating and marriage that were already underway. 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Some of us have actually been reaching astronomical levels of self-actualization.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>And according to recent research, if you’re a woman who dates men, you’re might be\u003ca href=\"https://happiful.com/single-men-suffering-most-from-loneliness/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\"> more resilient\u003c/a> against the stressors of the pandemic than the men you date. That’s because men are socialized to use romantic relationships as their \u003ca href=\"https://www.harpersbazaar.com/culture/features/a27259689/toxic-masculinity-male-friendships-emotional-labor-men-rely-on-women/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">only means of emotional support\u003c/a>, and are less \u003ca href=\"https://www.theguardian.com/society/2016/nov/05/men-less-likely-to-get-help--mental-health\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">likely to get professional help\u003c/a>. Tired of playing therapist, more women are choosing to stay single than ever before, a trend we might see COVID accelerating. Millennials are also \u003ca href=\"https://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2018-09-25/millennials-are-causing-the-u-s-divorce-rate-to-plummet\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">waiting to get married\u003c/a>, which has meant that marriages are lasting longer than they did in the past. Perhaps being the children of a generation with a high divorce rate has taught us a thing or two about getting our lives and finances in order before getting serious or tying the knot.\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>[dropcap]L[/dropcap]ast week, I woke up one morning to a surprising alert on my phone. I’d spent an average of seven hours a day wrapped up in the interwebs. I vowed to change that, and so far it’s going well. I spend more time reading books, biking and meditating. Why was my online habit out of control? Blame it on isolation. Blame it on boredom. Blame it on…Clubhouse?\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>Clubhouse is a new app that allows users to moderate conversations using audio. It isn’t a dating app per se, but some people are sparking relationships on the platform. Funny enough, my very first evening on Clubhouse was a study in sensuality. I noticed a room titled “Mike Lowry’s ‘The Moan Room’” and thought to myself, “Well, this is funny.” A few hours later, I had not only competed in a moaning challenge, but I won! I did all of this while wearing my bonnet, face mask drying and cat resting comfortably beside me. (Mind you, my cat did occasionally stare up at me, visibility alarmed, as I groaned into my iPhone.)\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>\u003c/p>\n\u003cp>The “Moan Room” on Clubhouse is now a thing of the past. Internet trends move swiftly like that. But it was a glimpse at the new and innovative methods people are utilizing to ignite passion. 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