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Pride and Shame

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By: Warren Cheng

Am I proud of being Chinese? Well, I'm proud of my ability to speak the Chinese language. However, I sometimes wonder why I am celebrating Moon Festival or Chinese New Year. Probably the only reason I go along with it is because I don't want to hurt my family and/or friends' feelings. I'm not exactly forcing myself to do this. It's kind of like lying to a fat person and telling them, "No, you're not fat." I mean no disrespect to the Chinese culture. The traditions just don't mean anything to me. That's why I see no reason to celebrate it.

I am in between pride and shame, and I think that is a good thing; too much of either one can be a bad thing. Being ashamed is pretty much self-explanatory. As for pride, pride is a good thing. Being proud of who you are is a good thing, but is there such a thing as too much pride? I see a lot of this happening at school. The fine line between pride and racism is blurred when "we're so cool" suddenly changes to "we're the best." A clear example of this is a song I heard about two years ago. That song was called "Asian Pride," but after hearing it, I think it's more racism than pride. Being proud is one thing. Thinking you're better than others is something else.

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